Monday, June 28
"i dont believe two souls would meet for no reason. God must have arranged for us to meet and i really treasure the times we spent together"- ms quek. i totally agree with what she said.. suddenly just thought about it den decided to just blog about how i feel..why is it that time can change somethings so drastically? its like after the hols everything was.. different. why couldnt we be like before.. it was the happiest times we had. we had to quarell everyday!? for no reason. and you acted like you didnt care.. now its like.. you just arent the same.. why..): no point lamenting. i dont think you would ever understand but this friendship we have is special.. why couldnt you treasure it.. haix. you were like so nice.. sweet caring and everything towards me at first ! den now you really cant be bothered with me lo. like im a burden.. you keep talking about how many other people like you. and like purposely want to make me jealous? haix.. even though im not a christian but i hope God would give me strength to forget all the unhappy things and guide me through my complicated and depressing life...
i walk away, but i know i'l be back
Sunday, June 27
In the last 24 hours have you..
01. Cried: yeah ):
02. Bought something: ya well i bought macs for lunch,m&ms,100plus ?
03. Gotten sick: i going to be sick (x
04. Sang: yah ? DONT LAUGH OK I KNOW I SING HORRIBLY
05. Eaten: ._. its 0926pm about one and a half hours ago i ATE MY DINNER you nimwit
06. Been kissed: nahh
07. Felt stupid: YES when i showed up at nature society and found out it was CLOSED.
08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: yes. i wanted to tell all my friends tht i loved them. but im afraid they might freak out.
09. Met someone new: yup! the cck stadium uncle ! who helped me with the high jump equip !
10. Moved on: yeah about 5km from cck.
11. Talk to an ex: yup ! my EX-classmate. (x
12. Missed an ex: same. EX 6e mates.
13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: i <3 wanyi. shhhhh !
14. Had a serious talk: yup. serious real serious about my auntie's pregancy with my mum.
15. Missed someone: ya ):
16. Hugged someone: i hugged the football post ! too bad it didnt hug me back ):
17. Fought with your parents: surprisingly. no. hahaha! -is guai.
18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: yeah. some ultra shuai ultra rich tycoon's son. HA!
[Social Life]
01. Best girl friend: sherie emily shiqian linxi wanyi (jumpers) yiwen geetha andrea monkeh!aka. jaclyn (schmates)
02. Best guy friend: raphael samuel eugene ?
03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: emily ! my lesbpardner02
04. If yes, current dating partner: emily you ASS
05. Hobbies: jumping ! going out shopping!
06. Pager: who has a pager nowadays??
07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: im kim :)
08. What type automobile do you drive: nothingg! im not 16 yet !
09. What type automobile do you wish you drive: bmw convertible :D i have good taste
10. Would you rather be with friends or on a date: friends ! more fun.
11. Where is the best hangout: orchard rd?
12. Do you have a job: yup. as a student.
13. Do you attend church: nope
14. Do you like being around people: yeah ! esp the jumpers! *hugs*
[Personal]
01. Who is your role model: my mum.. yeahright.
02. What are some of your pet peeves: err ! making fun of pple like SHANNON
03. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: yeah. i didnt have a chance with linxi. she was interested in sherie instead.
04. Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: yeah unfortunately.
05. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: of course ! my *erhum* prince charming.
06. Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): hey everyone HAS their secrets.
07. Ever wanted to get revenge on someone because they hurt you: mwahaha ! yes !
08. Would you rather be dumper or dumped: duh dummper ?
09. Rather have a relationship or a "hookup": not one-night-stand for sure. so relationship
10. Want someone you don't have right now: nope
11. Ever liked your best guy/girl friend: yeah. emily (x
12. Do you want to get married: better than being a 40+ single !
13. Do you want kids: nooo ! i dowan to go thru the pain my mum did.
14. Do you believe in psychics: yeah.. i can tell that you are bored......
15. Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: yes.. im psychic.. haha im HIGH
16. What is your favorite part of your physical appearance: my nice cute short fingers.
17. What is your favorite part of your emotional being: ey?
18. Are you happy with you: no..
19. Are you happy with your life: no ._.
20. If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: all the depressing stuff?
i walk away, but i know i'l be back
Saturday, June 26
fwah ! spent such a long time trying to figure out how to work blogspot out ok ! im NOT loser (: jane helped me out with the enteries ! thanks girl ! haha. i better just finish this quick cause later i got trng.. at cck stadium ! so far.. ms zhang wanna us just get use to the pitand high jump equip there so decided to go there today for trng ! nationals is in like two weeks?? 15th july ! im like super nervous. first time going to nationals.. my number tag's veyr nice ! 311. i seem to be like always with no 11. like during wings mine was 1111 ! :D pro right ! haha. lucky i nopt 911 :| lame. one more week to my birthday! -is excited. actually the best present i could recieve is doing well in nationals. but i doubt no one even god can help me on this. just pray cross my fingers and try my best. next week there so many tests ok. bio on the 3rd chi on 28th and hist sometime next week too. so stressed ! haven even read the book we're supposed to have read during the hols for the test. its on chinese culture and history?? of duno wht la ! must start reading it. oh and im veryvery unhappy (qoutes sabby,haha) with the nature society guy !!! he wasnt in his office yesterday and a WHOLE group of us just sat down at the doorsteps and ate our macs. den ms ong said we could do nothing about it. we couldnt even clock the hours ! URGH. bloody mr lim with this gay friend ! you knw how environmentally friendly he is? he recycles condom boxes. yup. i saw them :| hanging on the wall. eekkks ! we have to complete 15 hours of SL and so far i've completed onlky 6 1/2 hours ! see how scrwed i am? going down on monday again and he jolly well be there ok. so yesterday me qiqi and wen took mrt back and we're talking about yiwens happytime lodge (: i wanna work there too! as in not a pengzhai but a manager ! (: mamasan also can! haha. geri's our new pengzhai. shes willing to do anything just for money :D haha. den yiwen was also telling us on how disgusting hilary and xinge was d: thankgoodness i aint sitting near them. eh im sitting with hilary ! lucky she doesnt pollute me with this perversed stuff. linxi's done enough harm to me (x ok i got to do now. bath den go for trng alrdy ! (:
i walk away, but i know i'l be back